Days go by
It’s been months and months since I’ve visited tumblr…usually if I have something to say, complain or talk about, I blog it.
Looking at old posts, man was I a mess.
home…?
thanks. giving.
give thanks
thank givers
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Glad to be home, going through a funk. Melancholy has been my mood this whole semester. PJ’s, music and crying…idk why…
but i’m ready for joy to comeback, it just might be a bit longer :/
The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
Moulin Rouge (via quote-book)
Day 10, begin again?
Today was post a picture from 10 years ago…I’m at work, so don’t have one..maybe I’ll post one later..i basically look the same..just a tad bit shorter lol…I’m so glad it’s friday..like super super glad it’s friday..this week has relativley gone by fast, but still, i wish there was 2 Saturdays a week. OMG, that would be amazing, like the greatest thing ever. Saturday is my favorite day of the week. :)
If it was up to me, I’d lay in bed ALL day..maybe I’m just really really tired..ehhh.
Day 9: A photo I took
I took this picture in May. These are my freshmen…well now they’re sophomores..they’re growing up so fast…lol
They are each so lovely and wonderful and special to me..I’m gonna miss our meetings!
I LOVE Alyssa, Ande, Carlos, Chrissi, Edgar, John, Jennifer, Katelyn, Lucrectia, and Luke : )
Please just don’t play with me, my paper heart will bleed
I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.
Martha Washington (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
That’s a great philosophy
Day 7 : A Photo that Makes Me Happy
~ This photo makes me happy. Last summer I participated in fish camp and fell in love with all my fellow counsolers and our freshmen were beyond amazing. Not doing fish camp this summer made me kinda sad, but I have so many happy memories with these people it’s crazy!! We met, were kinda forced to get to love each other and now I can say I have great friendships with all of them :)
We be crazy
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I’m out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I like that you ramble when you’re nervous. I like that I know that you ramble when you’re nervous. I like that I still make you nervous.
Dawson’s Creek (via julie911) (via quote-book)
No matter where life takes you —big cities, small towns— you will inevitably run across small minds; people who think they are better than you, people who think that being pretty or popular automatically makes you a worthwhile human. None of these things matter as long as you have a strength of character, integrity, sense of pride. So when you meet someone for the first time, don’t judge them by their situation in life, because you never know, they may end up being your very best friend.
Dawson’s Creek (via julie911) (via quote-book)
LOVE DAWSON’S CREEK
Day 3, Free to be, Miss me
Day 3 is favorite TV show. My favorites include: The Office, Gilmore Gilrs, Glee, FRIENDS, One Tree Hill, and of course America’s Next Top Model. I also don’t mind watching old Degrassi, Dawson’s Creek, Fresh Prince, Boy Meets World, What I like about you, or Drake and Josh episodes…those are classics.
Top 3 favorites (in no particular order): The Office, One Tree Hill, and Gilmore Girls. I own every single office of The Office and One Tree Hill…both of which shows my ex-boyfriend got me hooked to…do you think that means something…? Like…i can’t get over what ‘we’ liked? Like I don’t want to move forward? Like each episode reminds of when or where we were watching it and the jokes we made about it? Yeahh, I USED to think that was the case, and try to use that as an explination..but then eventually people do move and grow and learn and these shows have just grown on me and are apart of who I am. They tell a story..my story. Eventhough things have changed and are different…One Tree Hill and The Office will always be part of who I am..and I’m begining to like who I am again. It was hard to look at myself in the mirror…or remember the fun, outgoing person that used to reside in my heart. I’m not her anymore. You’ve changed that..took that… I can’t changed what has happened or the person who I used to be. All I can do is focus on the future and make it better, verses dwelling in the past…maybe one day I’ll be whole again..that’s where God comes in :)
He always knows how to make me feel better when emotions try to tear me down. The only PERFECT love is His…I guess I just need to believe and trust that His plan is WAAAAY better than any plan that I could have had for myself.
This may sound strange but these shows will always be part of my history
“The first cut is the deepest” —-isn’t it just : /
{I’m walking proof}
I want to draw something that means something to someone. You know, I want to draw blind faith, or a fading summer, or just a moment of clarity. It’s like when you go and see a really great band, live for the first time and, you know, and nobody’s saying it, but everybody’s thinking it, we have something to believe in again. I want to draw that feeling, but I can’t. And if I can’t be great at it then I don’t want to ruin it. It’s too important to me.
Peyton Sawyer; One Tree Hill (via quoteswithlove)
